college trouble

right so literally 100% of the people i know never bother to read deviantart journals anyway and this is too long for a twitter spam/tumblr post honestly but

i've been on this college hunt for literally like two or three years and i always start by evaluating it over the online sites, like if a site is well put together and has all the info i need and answers most of my questions im interested, and then a visit would seal the deal or not
(so far i've only encountered colleges i kind of liked but never really felt much for)

this college i've just found however is like??? literally amazing??

i dont know how to explain it i just really adore the location and scenery and the residence halls and the way the system for it works and im just so??? in love with it??? and i haven't even been there before? 

i probably never can though because, you see, it is an entire continent away from me (fuck)

my parents are really big "stay close to home" people and i'm very nervous to even mention it to them but i'm definitely keeping this college high on my list, i have never adored a college more than this?